okay....
YOU GALS ARE FREAKING ME OUT!!! WITH ONLY 2++DAYS NOT HERE...I WAS LIKE...4 PAGES BEHIND???!!!! WHAT KIND OF SPEED ARE WE HAVING HERE??!!! WELL... YOU LOTS ARE GREAT!! uh... as much as you gals wanna ignore me or forget bout me, well...
I'M BACK!!! *roooollliiinnggg in fast and furious!!!* *grins like and idiot* yeah...my internet at home still dying...

and me now??? in my work place of cuz!!! yes...this is me....the not-so-good employee who type her personal messages at the company's expenses... but who cares?? i miss you gals like crazy and nothing can holds me back from checking in!!! *shakes head vigorously*
alrite... i see
Mel is missing me already... *geez* *hugz*... and sorry dear... i'm only able to reply if i'm working... *crawling up early this morning to work...with only one purpose in mind... online and reply in AF!!* ouch...don't let my boss see this!
~ darn!!! i'm SPAZZING!!! ~ please pardon me...i really need this!!
back to the boys....
as much as i wanted to reply to each and every post posted here for the past few pages.... i guess i'm not as bad an employee as who will reply to all the posts... which will probably takes up my whole 8 working hours

so... juz SPAZZ around....
one thing tat i really wish to SPAZZ on was... YunHo being pulled out from performing in the A-Nation concert in Japan... i'm in a messed up feeling upon hearing this... well... it's both happy and sad..
HAPPY...
YunHo finally deserves the breaks and professional treatments he needed! yeah... we'll miss his action like hell but hey... if he doesn't stop and does what's best for his health and body... we might never see his action again!! *hands shooving in the air...dramatically*... as horrible as this could sound... but this is the naked truth...and with this incident... we could safely say tat... SM finally comes to its senses!!! though it's kinda late...but at least...they recognize the importance of the boy's health and not really pushing him to the edge *well... somehow or rather... SM did pushes them a bit too far*... anyway... all i could say... i'm happy tat YunHo is getting all the necessary attention, medication and treatment he needed... pray that he'll be recovering fast!!! *pray* *pray* *pray*
SAD...
yeah... so much so tat this's a good thing for YunHo... i'm feeling really bad and sad for him too... we know... being YunHo, the charismatic, hyperactive, bubbly, lively, stuborn and most of all...A-WINNING-FREAK Jung YunHo... how do you think he's coping with all these stress and pain? well...pain.. i think he can cope it well *at least he hides it well* but stress... from not being able to join in the group's activities (the A-Nation concert...is one of the most anticipated and one of the biggest performance the boys could have in Japan..if they do it good... it'll takes them to a higher level in the industry...)... from not being able to talk on behalf of the group during interviews, from depressing himself thinking how bad a leader he is for giving so much trouble to the group *well...i think he'll thinks that way..*...and of all... getting all worried..thinking that what would happen...if...i say IF...he'll never have his legs to function properly again... *don't curse me just yet...i was thinking...this is a normal reaction for a person who felt ill and injured..really... not meaning that he'll actually ended up that way...* (i love YunHo ... by the way...)...so, i'm really feeling *duh* upon knowing this news... juz hope that the boys are giving him enough support and he himself having enough courage to get thru this hard time... *pray* *pray* *pray*
p/s: and what???

JaeJoong and JunSu'll be RAPPING for YunHo??? gosh... they can sing really good no doubt but RAP.... this is really something new and i'm so anticipating the show!!!
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alrite... for those who hate it when i spasm (or to be more exact... when i BRAG!!!) ... please ignore this section... for i'm goin to
BRAG LIKE NO TOMORROW!!!
p/s: i'm freakin serious...esp. for those newbies...you gals might not know who the hell i am and what the hell i'm talking about...and you might hate me after reading this whole TVXQ! unrelated stuffs...so, IGNORE THIS SECTION AND CARRY ON WITH YOUR POSTING IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME AND DON'T FEEL LIKE TO!!!and as those of you who already know
...YES...THIS IS TO BRAG ABOUT MY DATE!!! *wooohooooo*
well...seeing me posting and bragging...of cuz the date turned out to be good... (really good in fact!

)...but don't get the wrong idea...there aren't any significant happenings... juz a normal day out...
we met at a cafe... i almost fainted *not literally speaking...i really almost fainted* at the sight of him... like an angel...walking towards me with that ever charming smile of him!! And best of all…he’s holding my RISING SUN REPACKAGE!!!! *faint* we sit down..ordered our drinks and…
chatted for a while...talked bout our recent selves…. How am I doin.. *fine*, how’s he doin *fine*… blah blah…. We talked non-stop!
went to the Karaoke... (yeah...he sings good baby! *wink* )...it was my suggestion…knows he likes to sing..and wanted to hear him singin…juz for me *corny*…oh...we even went to the extend of dueting on
‘Love Me Tender’ …gosh…we’re perfect (during the duet… *smile shyly* )…juz have to mention this…I was freezing cold in the room..and he’s so attentive..and caring…I only shudder for a bit..and he immediately switch off all the air-cond in the room… and I asked him what he’ll like to drink…
“Whatever you wanted me to drink…I’ll gulp it down…” was his answer... *I almost fainted there and then too!!!...darn…I’m pathetic*
went for the movie...bought the pop-corn (yeah...we share one...

)... thought the movie is really good...but i (or we) can't help starring at each other eyes every now and then..juz to make sure we're still sitting there...together...enjoying the movie... and of cuz...not to forget...smilling ever sweetly to each other *well...at least i tried to smile as sweetly as i could!* as a confirmation...
and went for the dinner *table for two*... do i need to say more??
and since my car crashes and he juz came back from Jap...we are not driving...took the public transport...but still he didn't forget to send me home... (ah....the monorail train is really packed when we board it... and of cuz...we're standing *facing* really close to each other...i can smell him *i'm very very perverted...hopeless!!

* and we still manage to talk, touch *innocent touch...not as perverted as you gals might think!* and smile to each other during the whole journey...and through the whole 15minutes of walking me home from the station... *my legs soar...but my hearts jump!* well...my date (day) ended when i reach home...
he called later to tell me he's safely home... and ... we arranged for another date this weekend!!
i'm like...still having this 'hangover' the date i've juz had but at the same time....hoping that the minutes will just pass quickly...so that i could see him again!!!
well..that's my story... hope you gals wouldn't kick me out of the thread for being a 'BRAG'! *pray*
there are bad news for me though... i dunno...things might seem perfect and sweet ... but in fact..it's not... not because of the date...but because of the fact that he's goin back to Japan and he told me his future plan...which is to finish studying there...and get a job THERE! yeah... he wanted to have his career started there... *loonggg and heavy sigh* well...that's y our date is only a date...nothing more...nothing less... we can't afford to...i guess...
anyway...i'll enjoy no matter what...
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uh... all for that braggin and claimin the whole length of the page for my bragging...i'm posting these pixxie to make it up... DON'T HATE ME YA! *wink*
SOME .gifs THAT MY FRIEND MADE FOR ME!!! ^^




~~ old pixxie and not too flourish...but this is good enough to lift up the mood!! ~~
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